Sunday, January 3, 2016

1 Year Anniversary Baby Loss

A year ago today I lost my fourth baby . I had been sent home from hospital to come back in a week for operation. Not 24 hours later it all started at home with my mum and Kevin taking it in turns to sit with me as pains came and went and I had baby at home. On and off all that day, then the evening of the following day where pain continued then got worse and I was rushed to hospital then an operation first thing that Monday morning. I look back at that time and shudder. The sadness and hopelessness and fear and physical pain still haunts me . Today I remember this little one and the sound of their heartbeat I heard in that scan room. You were wanted so much that I can't even describe it. Xxxxxxxx 

Lots of love
Mum and Dad

1 comment:

  1. I remember hearing about this a year ago. I am so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine what it must have been like.